not so blue in this monday

wel.. im really yhinking hard on writing the title of the blogs... its always so boring.. i cant think of aniting kinky n mayb humourous...

finally finished in design... thnk menaka for helping mi subtracting the path of my headline.. damn...
todae, i read sumting in the 8 days magazine... abt the EMO kid nowadays... okay o be pretty honest.. i actually dont knw wad EMO means untill like ending of last year.. damn.. canu imagine ple are talking abt those EMO eMO EMO shit n i dun even undrstand???? then i figured out it was the COOL slang for EMOTIONAL. damn la... back to the article.. Paul twohill was interviewed... he said sum shit abt being stupid for teens nowadays to actually cut thir wrist.. u knw the trend.. since i was in secondary... this fren of mine.. she will cut herelf whenever she feels angry.. i was like wtf.. she s pretty but her arms... she cut all the way... frm the wrist to the arm line... damn... i tot it was then.. eh.. the trend actually came back again.. or mayb it never stops... hu cares... this person... a dear person tt i care the most. did tt stupid act too.. by cuttting her wrist.. for wad? for fun?
she just said she is stresssed becoz her frens dislikes her...cutting yerself isnt the fucking rite way to turn to... its ur fucking body. love yer body... love yerself... if u dun love yerself hw are u goin to love others? think abt it--- seems like im getting out of point here... oke. back to the topic.. n now we have the new acronyms-isit the correct spelling? im so fucking lazy to check the dic.. GST stands for Generation Stupid Teens. ya i totally agree... teens are so hard to pleased... so pampered and spoilt... wan all the fuckng attention all the time... ya mayb one dae when all of them grow up... they mite look back n think back. they mite realise how STUPID they are... i gotta stop thinking abt her. stop stop...
im so wanting to concentrate on my fucking essay.. which is due on thurs.. can dun gv mi unnecessary shits? dont bother mi pls... if u hadnt tell mi aniting... i wouldnt knw aniting.. n u would have go all the wae.. im tired.. really tired of all these.. IM trying to help... but if u cant help yerself. then i cant do aniting... everyone has their limits. i guess mine is up. i cant do this animore. does anione realise these few posts.. i've been talking abt this particular person alot...
i hope one dae #$% will read it n or mayb be touched- well impossible.. mayb hate mi more rather than appreciate wad shit i have done to help.. mayb nt help but pressurized @#$.
god bless in all the shits u do.
(since when i started to be C@#$%^&*. damn it...)