hate raining

hate hate hate..super hate rainning...
colin was late for the lecture.. damn it.. let us wait...
lost my esprit umbrella.. hu ever took it.. damn it...
went to buy sum art stufff for tmr cls... met him for a while.. his dad gt him to buy this VALDA PASTELLIES for 50 cans... for sum high rank guy. hu cares... went to bugis to get 25 then funan another 25...
then after we separated.. he sai he wanted to go back n take a short nap.. eh.. ard 7pm i recieved his msg saying tt he;s miting his BATAM frens at orchard...
first thng came to my mind.. hu the fuck..its like we just separated an hr ago... n yet u didnt tell mi aniting. toto it suppose to be ur STUDY week? wadt he hell..." oh mthey just msg mi 30 mins ago" after tt incident. its really hard for me to trust him again.. i just cant go thru myself... damn it... i just msg him telling him tt i dun wan him lie ever again-mayb im being too much.. but still.. better take precaution.. i dun wan the latter found out tt he actually going out wit his old flame n huever NON-PENIS species... hell he just got angry n said i have friends regardles boys or girls... ya me too-i just wan to fuck him off man.. wad the hell.. he dun care.. fine... i never said aniting like oh u cant go watsever.. i just dun wan him to lie LIE LIE LIE fucking LIE again! u understand? we have no HONESTY in this fucking relationship... WE aRE done. u wan tt to hapen? i just dun wan to blow things up--- well i guess mayb all these, wad i wrote already blown thing up... hu cares... im still the unreaonable bitch tt u happen to be with.. too bad.. mayb just learn one thing.... ACCEPT the FACT tt im yer bitch. PEACE OUT

QUEENS again

got up pretty early. im writing for yesterdae.. 28
first i got up i just got the inspiration n strait away write it down on my note book...
i will b doin AWARE for visual essay--hey ple dun copy ar...
finally i got wad i wan but still got to write alot shit...
well... todae was pretty tiring dae... went to skul c shuang2...
hey tink m very confident in wad i wan to do.. well mYB determine la instead of confident.. so shuang2 didnt sae much she just"hmmm okay. show mi the color visual on fridae.. "
hehehe
i tink tmr goin to chiong like hell fr the shuang2 first then spend the entire weekend craking my butt. el my brains out for the visual essay.. anione pls help mi do lei...

heavy downpour... still manage to take bus-actually wanted to take cab but bcoz print sum stuf in the morinig so left with o cahs only 3 bucks so no choice bu to take bus...

went to raffles city shoping centre grocery...
went to queens,,, n cook them nice dinner.. pasta with cream sauce n tomato sauce.. hmmm nt so bad,,, we made a cool watermelon smoothies n sum tempura stuff... of coz mess up the whole kitchen...

after finish kicking sum balls... the guys came back totally drenched in sweat... richard the belly dancer... welll more to a stripper came n pop by... so eveyone got to taste my sumptuous dinner....

i so miss him... we kiss for like a while... hmmm just love him-well mayb for a moment la.. hahaha