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Sunday, November 05, 2006

Portfolio

submission of port folio...
damn it.. woke up damn early la., didnt even have the time to bathe,... go skul n print,., damn orinting shop... i tot its a first cum first serve... im regular oke,,. damn it la.. i hate it.. end up all the efforrt of waking up early all went to the drain,...
damn it... i got to take mc and pass up super early tmr 9.30 in skul staff rm...
had an afternoon nap.// damn it still damn tired...
i hate tt mr small butt la.. asshole. hu he tink he is... no one can stop mi frm doing asniting i wan... i hate it... go to hell...
i hope u rot in hell... y is always his frens n frens n frens... u go marry ur frens then..

todae again... world war 3...
we quarel again... he wanted to take a break... or mayb its better. if things dun work out dun force the flour in.
i knw this logic...
but still i dont knw y its is so unreasonable of mi...
creating unneccesary problems... with bf or even friends.. i tiink i have to c a psychiatrist... damn man im sick... i tink im sick in the head...
pls help...
i dun wan ani shits to happen again..
i just dont knw wad i wan. it seems like everyting he does just not right. i donno y i ALWAYS feel tis wae... hate it man.. we quarell for the slightest matter. it all started with mi n mi n mi n ME again....
im tired but i DONT knw hw to stop it.
pls help. i wan top change but it just damn hard... the damn shit feeling of the broken vase cum back again
im scared. im afraid.
i dun wan to lose..
i wan to change...
change change not for the worst.. for the better...
pls help! im dying of panadol already.
i just got the xcite ment seeing ple angry mayb but no.... im scared. when anione start to get angry worse.. i will get angrier. damn nicole... u shld b called an asshole not nicole.
im trying to forget something else but i just cant.

super sunday

got ang pao frm dad n mum,,, heheh
then went to his place...
his always sitting position when reading newspaper.


bought nophie's bdae gift...
ate carl' junior... damn fave...
so full la... couldnt finish it... damn tired... woke up too early...