essay over

finally after gulping 2 cups of owl brand coffee-- doesnt work at all. i finished my 2000 words damn essay... luckily todae hidayah didnt write my name down on the board.. poor nabil became the laughing stock.. wahahah... its damn hilarious.. he's so metro man.. love him.." u go gurl" hehehe
i so miss him... last nite.. when i was chiong-ing for my bloody essay.. received a sms frm his mum saying tt on the 5th supposedly to b his daddy's bdae . so they sumhow clelebrating.. but i tot last tue i heard sumting frm wei lun tt they postpone the NOVIA bdae celebration to the 5th.. weird kinda... she msg mi like.. asking mi to go back f i du have skul.. well i dun have skul.. its nt i dun wan to but still... its like i dun wan to be stuck there.. my dearest darling will b so busy entertaining his frens rather than chill with his gf. damn... i knew it.. th scenario will go like..." kiang, can u like entertain me... " i never ask u to cum wad. its u wan to cum urself.. my frens dun cum here often... u can talk to novia, play with the kids wad..." then i'll b like rolling my eyes and one of my ALTOs, samantha will take over. it has became a ridiculous me. then he will again " U GO BACK LA CB" creating a scene has always been in his BLOOD i donno y.. he just cant take my unreasonable-ness anymore... i told him b4, if he couldnt then leave.. nobody is forcing him...
omg.. im such a bitch here.. bitching n humiliate n despise my dearest creature on my bloody-boring-blog....
he's so not gonna miss me... he has got his own friends... totally forgot abt me! welll lets c then... hu is more impt...

oh shit... forgot to share the inner most of mE todae...
i saw ***** todae.. sitting with * its like so i donno... i asked THEM abt ani new people in ******'s life? they just simply ans a" ONLY FRIEND" whom ******'s been talking to (fone) all these while.. i wonder hu SHE is... i kinda regret doing this.. but i have no choice.. whats been done already too late.. well mayb, perhaps, should have? gv a chance. i hope u all the best and im happi--well nt really happi---just say for the sake of saying-- tt u have found tt special SHE