fuck as a full stop

i totally donn wad to do fuck having such a boring boyfriend fuck hu doesnt like to talk on the fone fuck hu onli like to mit up mit or talk on fone sure quarelfuck i jut hate it fck isit the time to get a new one fuck i so hope he will make life more xciting fuck i have tried all shits fuck it doesnt help at all to spice up our relationship fuck i hope hw will change fuck almost 4 freaking years fuck i cant stand it animore fuck i just feel like dumping him soon fuck i feel much of liking sum FUN guys fuck i hate my life fuck just hope i die faste fuck

to be contined fuck fuck fuck

gastric flu

damn.. so sway to have this supid gastric flu... wad the hell.. cause mi to vomit like nobody business... eat vomit, drink vomit... wat the fuck... luckily mum is here she can actually take care of mi ya... perhaps.. i have sleepless nite... my mum was like snoring like a boar... how to slp? damn it.. i msg him. n he sae he's goin cum n visit in the morngin ard 11am... guess wad.. i called him ard 20am.. just woke up.. n act like nothing shit happen... hw sad rite? the moment he msg mi im sick eh bobo,, i strait away go to his plc- even he stays at aris ther.. cook him poridge, buy him herbal tea.. wad he did? npthing? he just plainly tired n just wa to fuck off n slp.
helo ur gf is fucking sick at hm alone.. u didnt even use ur fucking knn ccb brain to think hw much she needed u... wad the fuck... nw then i realise wads more important to hm- well actually i long kw wads impt to him- but todae.. im really disapointed and very upset. he didnt een care... wel.. i tin i knw wad i should do now. be single again n fuck off... arrggghhh my stomach is so numb... i dun wan to get sick... damn it

the next hostel?

i dun tink so... turistas- tink is tourist in brazillian. this movie.. wad the hell... in the newspaper... better than the film hostel, bla bla... kiss my ass man.. hu is the editor... hu actualyl posted the fucking comment...
hostl still the best.. im still waiting for the 2nd one to cum... hmmm
its m18 n all u can c its tits, ass, n the bloddy eye poking with satay stick, cutting the stomach n take the liver n kidney.. helll its abit fake though the content of the stomach... well... not so gud.. just tt alot bikinis-tink guys will totally love it... just tt the guy-hu survives of course- is so cute... its the same guy-again hu survives in the movie-the cave... josh duhamel.



meet him in the morning... c doctor.. chey tot wad... his toe actually infected bcoz sum wooden shit got in to the skin.. then todae the doc gave him medicine and cream to apply... went to his plc put my dede... he n sister novia now okay already... so happy to hear tt.. so no more shit reason for him not to slp at hm!
im totally bored man.. he pissed mi off so mani times.. saying sum annoying shits...will we actuall still b together to celebrate our 4th aniversary? n he replied" That depends on u" wat the hell... my annoying-ness n irritating-ness have made him to answer mi like tt... dumb ass... y its nt the hell wooden plank with the rusty nail on it tt u step on? so tt nt onli infection but worse like nid to amputate yer leg or sumting... u better stay close to mi u asswipe...
im stll tired got to b sleepiG beauty...

so long

its been so long since my last enrty... been pretty busy with the hectic schedule.. well actually more of the working at curry favor than doing hw i would sae.. abit regret though... aniwae.. finlly graphic installation over. its like a huge lump in ur body gone... damn la... yesterdae stay overnite in skul.. reach skul ard 10pm then start doing until tis afternoon.. which i finish at 3.30pm
imagine tt.. a satisfactory result though... love my work...



hehehe... damn la.. we talked alot... i mean while doing sum sht work.. go opp buy cup noodles n stuff...

loves ping's installation as well... she took a week or 2 wks to compete it.



i so miss him suddenly.. but last few days when i msg him, sacarsticly teling him off y nv msg mi at all.. a simple reply, i just had a small operation on the leg. wad the fuck.. i tink its bcoz sum shit batukarang or fish. n his leg got infected.. i was furious of course.. im his gf, i tot i should knw this... end up the last one to knw. worse if i hadnt msg i would NEVER knw!!!!
i was pretty shit angry. n worse resaon he could give was no BALANCE. i tink i will have to do tt sumtime.. so tt he'll knw hw does it feel
he still dun msg mi.. so i tink its pretty shit... i hate this kinda shit oso... i hope to be single again... im tired of not being told a shit. im tired of being just a girlfriend. hate him. fuck

hungry gorilla

i hate sunday most. its like u eat non stop when u have nothing to do.. again i slpt like a pig todae.. felt so nourished---i knw i shldt hv used the word.. i just felt nourished by the beauty slp...hmmmm, last nite... yen discover sumting frm brandon- the ahbeng frm our sec skul. damn hilarious. there is a frenster acc for those gangsters, ah beng n lians. tts really weird.. n surprisingly tt acc has quite alot of friends-members la... itsl like so dumb, when u add tt gangster acc means u r AN AH LIAN OR AH BENG. dumb teenagers.

http://www.friendster.com/usersearch.php?page=1&usearch=gangster&country=SG&location=&distance=

go to this add n u'll c this acc name gangster. with a tiger painting as display pic. its so shitty.. i dono y i couldnt view the profile. it wrote this user's profile not found.
tts weird. i tot i just saw it like last nite.. damn... u guys check it out.

i so miss my bf. he didnt msg mi la. damn him... i called him in the afternoon.. he sounds groggy still.. just woke up--i called him like 3.30pm ..damn last nite sure have fucking fun with yer frens.. at the Karaoke..



so craving for raisins... hmm sun maid stil the best

sentosa & bigger breasts

woke up damn late again another 1pm... wohohoho.... so shiok after so long... nv had a real gud slp... even weekends.. will b woken up chirping bird? pls there are no birds in singapore... only my load speaker sister and the MAXIMUM volume of the LCD bravo tv.... damn.. hte it.. so feel like moving out when i tot abt it---yen sae" u stay whr? with kiang?" pls dun bothe... NOYB.
todae again.. late for mitting.. suposedly miting david n sarah-- the hot sister and bitch firdaus at 2pm.. late la.. damn woke up then rush like hell bath n quickly leave the huse--- damn im like gving the whole detail of shits...
ok nvm... met them at harbourfront mrrt...eh everyone was so dress up in BEACH where... xcept with wtf is fir wearing.. long cargo pants> pls lo... n poor him got to wear the losy donno wad brand slipper.. his haivannas got stollen.. wat the helll.. the thief must b fucking despo... slipper oso wan to steal...
reach sentosa... fucking raining... cant do much.. dave n sis went to the water first then this lifeguard so bony n thin-- i dun even knw why the hell he can get the job. i tot in baywatch all the lifeguard suppose to be HOT have HOT bods and prepare to take it off anitinme?
so crowded todae... stupid mi forget to bring all the shit.. so i got to buy this bikini... good buy la.. not very nice but.. cheap... is like 50%off...
then im like so embaraased.. smal breast still parade ard the beach. .damn it... with the rib cage so obvious bet the breast-- pls dun try to visualise it in mind.. its like almost nicole ritchie..damn.. i got to drink more milk... massage breast everydae... n only breast chicken-white meat onli... gffing down everydae for a month.. c wheter can help.. or mayb buy the breast cream...
damn it.. i wan bigger breasts...

essay over

finally after gulping 2 cups of owl brand coffee-- doesnt work at all. i finished my 2000 words damn essay... luckily todae hidayah didnt write my name down on the board.. poor nabil became the laughing stock.. wahahah... its damn hilarious.. he's so metro man.. love him.." u go gurl" hehehe
i so miss him... last nite.. when i was chiong-ing for my bloody essay.. received a sms frm his mum saying tt on the 5th supposedly to b his daddy's bdae . so they sumhow clelebrating.. but i tot last tue i heard sumting frm wei lun tt they postpone the NOVIA bdae celebration to the 5th.. weird kinda... she msg mi like.. asking mi to go back f i du have skul.. well i dun have skul.. its nt i dun wan to but still... its like i dun wan to be stuck there.. my dearest darling will b so busy entertaining his frens rather than chill with his gf. damn... i knew it.. th scenario will go like..." kiang, can u like entertain me... " i never ask u to cum wad. its u wan to cum urself.. my frens dun cum here often... u can talk to novia, play with the kids wad..." then i'll b like rolling my eyes and one of my ALTOs, samantha will take over. it has became a ridiculous me. then he will again " U GO BACK LA CB" creating a scene has always been in his BLOOD i donno y.. he just cant take my unreasonable-ness anymore... i told him b4, if he couldnt then leave.. nobody is forcing him...
omg.. im such a bitch here.. bitching n humiliate n despise my dearest creature on my bloody-boring-blog....
he's so not gonna miss me... he has got his own friends... totally forgot abt me! welll lets c then... hu is more impt...

oh shit... forgot to share the inner most of mE todae...
i saw ***** todae.. sitting with * its like so i donno... i asked THEM abt ani new people in ******'s life? they just simply ans a" ONLY FRIEND" whom ******'s been talking to (fone) all these while.. i wonder hu SHE is... i kinda regret doing this.. but i have no choice.. whats been done already too late.. well mayb, perhaps, should have? gv a chance. i hope u all the best and im happi--well nt really happi---just say for the sake of saying-- tt u have found tt special SHE