a day b4 i turn 20.....continue

the day i turned 20
received a fw msgs frm frens.. hapi bdae...
so touched when bobby, aris, reg, oddy all actually CALLED n wish hapi bdae.. well even my best friend dun do tt...
then i received a msg frm daniel. he was wishing n actually otw to my hs to pass mi sumting...
i was shock of course.. welll been bitching abt him so much n asking for forgiveness along the time. well. he actually had amnesia i thougt or mayb head concussion tt he forgot that im the person hu mayb u people call BACKSTABER - SWORD FISH
well he bought mi a shirt frm topshop--well the same shirt i've been eyeing.. n a biscuit can hellokitty...
damn. dear daniel gave mi hello kitty. wahahah...
well really touched. at tt moment of time i just feel so much like killing my self. digging a hole n just stuffed my head in. so ashamed of myself. i have hurt my very best fren.
nicole, where is ur conscience?
when u needed help the most hu is there for u? daniel
when u r heart broken hu is ther for u? daniel
when u nid sumone to talk to hu do u turn to? daniel
when u have the hottest gossip hu do u tell first? daniel
how can turned ur back n start stabbing him at the heart?
damn it
im so sorry daniel...
i messed up our frenship.
thx for actually gving anothr chance- well r u? im nt so sure actually
i hope everyting will gets better.. well perhaps not...
he is closr to ivy them all.. our cls. its like 3b n 3f
well im nt jealous but stil a cls outing bcum very publicity. guess i tink too much. thx for everyting daniel.